How is it that my little corner of the world can be so calm and happy but at the same time I'm stuck in the middle of craziness between people who don't know how good they really have it? My family members are the most important people in my life and it kills me to see any bad blood between any of them. I've tried to be supportive of everyone and it's almost like by not picking "sides" I have become part of the problem. These people have their health, a roof over their heads, families that love them, and food in their bellies - what more can you really ask for in life?
My heart starts pounding, my face gets flushed, it gets harder to catch my breath to even speak, and my brain starts going 100 mph... this baby does not like my body when I'm stressed out. It's like God's way of telling me to step away from the situation and focus on the health and happiness of me, my husband, and our little one.
I hope that by removing myself from the conversation, they can vent/talk to each other instead of putting me in the middle. If only I could be like Dorothy and click my heels to get away from the craziness of
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| "There's no place like home." |
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